Sunday, June 28, 2009

加油!!

给挚爱的姐妹:

有些事情,外人很难明白你的感受...所以,我不会说我了解你的感受...因为我不曾经历你所经历的...虽然会很痛...但是,你一定要坚强!! 绝对不可让自己垮下去!! 知道吗?

我相信在天堂的妈妈不会想见到你难过...坚强活下去是对你母亲唯一的回报,所以你一定要做到...但可别硬撑...有事一定要说出来!! 我们都在这...任你需要拥抱或肩膀都没问题!!!

所以,你一定要加油哦!!! 还有我们在这陪着你...
永远陪伴支持你的susu...

分离的季节...

最近是怎么啦...接二连三的有事情发生...是什么时候开始呢?嗯...应该是从婆婆去世后开始...开始是婆婆去世...不久后..接到消息...大姨的岳母也去世了...过后,就是维尼熊的外婆去世...然后呢...身边很多朋友都跟情人分手了...最后,连永远的流行天王-Michael Jackson 也在星期五去世了......

难得上星期有一个好消息...维尼熊谈恋爱了....结果,今天又来了一个坏消息...她的母亲去世了...原因还不详...因为她现在正赶着回去家乡......

突然心情也变得好灰哦...为什么会发生这种事呢?生死别离真的是一件很玄妙的事...所以人才需要珍惜身边的一切...不是吗?

虽然懂得生死是逃不开的事...但面对突如其来的事情...总会让人支离破碎..觉得难以接受......

难道...现在正是分离的季节?

Friday, June 26, 2009

100 truth...

WHAT WAS YOUR :
1. Last beverage : mo mo cha cha tong sui
2. Last phone call : ling
3. Last text message : dear
4. Last song you listened to : 我知道- by2
5. Last time you cried : eee...hmm...laz week?
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice : hmm? if nt mistaken...my dear onli gua...
7. Been cheated on : yup
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : nope ^.^
9. Lost someone special : hmm..guess so...(once he is special for me)
10. Been depressed: ya gua..
11. Been drunk and threw up: yaya...my first time threw up after drink in genting...but din get drunk...
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. black
13. white
14. purple
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend : of coz...more than one..
16. Fallen out of love : oways...XD
17. Laughed until you cried : haha...everytime oso laugh until cry...XD
18. Met someone who changed you : no
19. Found out who your true friends were : oways..nt 2009 onli...
20. Found out someone was talking about you : whoa...a lot tim...
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : my fren list?? hmm..dear n laopo lor...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : 80%
23. Do you want to change your name : of coz dun wan!! my name is cool..seldom got ppl can read it correctly...
24. What did you do for your last birthday : go out wif dear at morning till noon..celebrate wif family at nite...
25. What time did you wake up today : wow..damn late..coz dream till comma...11.20am...
26. What were you doing at midnight: sleep lor..nth else i can do in my hse wat...
27. Name something you CANNOT wait for : tonite JD halloween party!!! yeah!!!!
28. Last time you saw your Mother : 1 hour ago...nw she taking a nap...
29. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life :
my attitude towards my bro
30. What are you listening to right now: 说好的幸福呢- jay chou
31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : no wor...
32. What's getting on your nerves right now : myself..
33. Most visited web page : friendster..blogspot...
34. Whats your real name : Chew Sue Swen
35. Nicknames : susu, ribena, sue, xian, swen, vampire...others can't rmb...
36. Relationship Status: haha...half-underground relationship...
37. Zodiac sign : taurus
38. Male or female? : female
39. Primary School? : SJK(C) Desa Jaya
40. Secondary School? : SMK Taman Ehsan, SMK Kepong Baru
41. High school/college? : TARC
42. Hair color : dark brown
43. Long or short : some short..some long....
44. Height : 157cm
45 Do you have a crush on someone? : tis year ar...can't consider have crush...jz interested on leng zai n tb...
46: What do you like about yourself? : all...except tat annoying me when i hurt ppl feelings...
47. Piercings : ya
48. Tattoos : no..painful ler...
49. Righty or lefty? : lefty (proud to be)
FIRSTS :?
50. First surgery : no
51. First piercing : standard 4..if nt mistaken...
52. First best friend : oh ya...stil rmb her name...Lau Yin Shing..my primary 1st best fren...
53. First sport you joined : ee....badminton??
54. First vacation : wow...4got jor lor...
RIGHT NOW
55. Eating : my mo mo cha cha tong sui (coz no appetite to eat lunch)
56. Drinking : water
57. I'm about to : post my latest blog
58. Listening to : sounds of fan...sounds of my little bro playing ps2...
59. Waiting for : tonite halloween party...n moment to meet my dear...
YOUR FUTURE
60. Want kids? : sure wan lar..1 boy 1 gal..hahaha...XD
61. Get Married? : of coz need get married...bout age 27/28 ba...
62. Career? : Radio DJ...back stage crew...artist assistant...
WHICH IS BETTER :
63. Lips or eyes : eyes
64. Hugs or kisses : both
65. Shorter or taller : shorter
66. Older or Younger : younger
67. Romantic or spontaneous : spontaneous
68. Nice stomach or nice arms : both
69. Sensitive or loud : sensitive
70. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
71. Trouble maker or hesitant : trouble maker
HAVE YOU EVER :
72. Kissed a stranger : no no no...
73. Drank hard liquor : no..
74. Lost glasses/contacts : ya..lost my contact lens once...
75. Sex on first date : wow..obviously no...
76. Broken someone's heart : ya..i tink so...
77. Been arrested : haha...hell no...
78. Turned someone down : ya...recently oways did tis...sry..my dear...
79. Cried when someone died : ya..grandma pass away...
80. Fallen for a friend? : haha...ya..oways...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
81. Yourself : of coz..
82. Miracles : sure..
83. Love at first sight : mayb..
84. Heaven : haha...no such place..when u happy,ma in heaven lor...when u get mad,sure u get urself into hell lar...
85. Santa Claus : once i believe on santa claus..when i was a child...
86. Kiss on the first date : no wor...kiss onli after 4 months of dating...XD
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
87. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time : no...dun play play ar...
88. Did you sing today? : of coz lar..sing everyday...
89. Ever cheated on somebody? : yup
90. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : mayb..my secondary life??
91. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? : hmm...1 day is nt enough for me...
92. Are you afraid of falling in love? : nope..for sure....
93. Is there one person you want to be with right now? : ya..my koala bao bei...
94. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? : sure!! no doubt...
95. What you hate the most? : ppl break their promise...
96. What will makes you happy? : easy nia..mcflurry...
97. Do you like to be alone? : sometimes..likes to b alone when i tinking bout sth...
98. What is your favourite birthday present? : hahahaha...my dear wrote for me de love letter...
99. Do you have passed that you wish to erase from your memory? Why? :
no..i wish to keep it wif me..no matter is sweet or bitter passed...tats wat i can own as a human....
100. What is in your mind now? :
post tis long blog post...XD

Saturday, June 20, 2009

好无聊的我...

又是星期六...星期六都是我很得空,或很忙的日子...今天这个星期六呢...我可是无聊透了...所以做了些有点无聊的事...

不过值得一提的是...我又读完第二本剧本啦!!! 好高兴...好高兴.... XD

然后呢...我就上线...清一清 e-mail 的 inbox...顺便玩一玩昨晚叫 meng 给我的 link...

结果啊...玩一玩...上瘾了...那是一个可以搭配自己卡通版本模样的网站...就这样,我花了半天时间弄了一堆卡通版本的自己和朋友...哈哈...还高兴的玩起了角色扮演...发现自己好像有点变态,有角色扮演的倾向了... XD
以下就是我今天的作品...慢慢欣赏吧~~~



学院风...


随性...


传统式婚礼...






魔术师吗?



晚宴装...



医生与护士...







吴刚与嫦娥...



西式婚礼...


熊猫与牛牛...

Sunday, June 14, 2009

我又做错了吗??!!!

今天,早上六点半就起床了,因为有 duty, 所以不得已离开心爱的狗窝...开车路上,很累...很想睡...因为昨晚整晚都在做梦...习惯性看了看手机几次,仍然没有任何信息...心想,还是算了吧...昨晚都是因为我在发他脾气,是我自己的错,他不找我,也许是不想吵吧...

Duty 到了一半,又看看手机,有他的信息,他应该以为我还在生气,所以不回他...其实,只是我没看见信息...回了他信息后,我用往常的语气和他聊...怎知道一切结束后,回家途中我们的对话又出现了问题...其实我没有任何恶意,只是随便说说觉得别人很惨,因为那人身上发生了一些很“鱼”的事情...我们却一大班人在笑他...其实说这句话,我没有什么动机,只是找东西聊聊...以为他会像以往一样说:是咯...我们好坏... 或类似的句子...没想到他却回我:这是他们的事,他们会解决,这件事情已经过去了,不关我们事,叫我别跟其他人提起这个人的糗事,也别再说这个话题有关的东西了...

收到这封信息时,心冷了半截...我当然知道他们会自己解决...难道我像是会把人糗事宣扬出去的人吗?而且,我没有谈论别人是非啊!我纯粹想让他知道我们这样笑人不太对而已...我...错了吗?

因为不满他回复我时,好像把话说得我什么人情世故都不懂,只有他懂,他在教我怎么做一样...一气之下,我回他的用词和语气都很不爽...没想到,他更不爽...回了我一大篇,说我们这样谈论那人,那人知道了会很难过...天啊!只有我和他在简讯聊这件事,况且我又没嘲笑那人,只有我们两个会知道我们在聊什么,那人又怎么会知道呢?在别人伤口上洒盐,我有那么恶毒吗?但...我没跟他解释什么,因为不想再吵,影响感情...想继续和他聊别的...所以就回答他:ok..我明白了...

我都已经认输啦...也低声下气了...没想到更劲爆的在后头...他回我:你喜欢怎样就怎样啦...我现在很没有心情,很累,不想再和你谈了,今天我们就谈到这里吧...我去开第二个会...

他都这样说了,我还能怎样?总不能死缠烂打吧?就和他说:对不起,我不打扰你了...

闷...今天一整天都有很多事想告诉他,但想...他现在这样...我没机会了...也没心情...
所以...不说了...
连刚刚他打电话来,我也没接...因为害怕...也不懂该怎样面对他...装没事?不可能..我骗不了自己...也不懂如果他问我问题,我该回答什么...我..会说不出一句话来...本能就把电话盖了...关机...

我承认..我...很懦弱!!!!